Mirena and Cloth Diapers!

The days have been passing too quickly for me. I want time to slow down a little...just for a while so I can catch my breath and really enjoy just being with my little family. Tobin is growing so fast and hitting milestone after milestone, I can hardly keep track anymore; it's hard to know what I should be writing down or remembering.

I called the nurse triage line today to try and get ahold of my OB. I have had some major cramping issues recently and (probably TMI) the strings of my Mirena are considerably shorter than they once were. I had it placed back in January when I was 8 weeks PP. The only thing running through my mind is the devastation I'm going to feel if for some reason it's bad news and my uterus is perforated or messed up in some other manner and I can't have future pregnancies. It seemed like such a good idea to have the Mirena: it worked with breastfeeding, almost no hormones, protection because I knew I wouldn't be getting uninterrupted sleep for FAM. Now I have some regrets seeing as breastfeeding had a sad ending for me anyway and Tobin started sleeping through the night by 14 weeks. We didn't (again, TMI) resume any sort of physical relationship until he was 9 weeks old anyway...so would 5 more weeks of waiting have been so bad? I know, it's not like I could have known when he would be sleeping well. But still. It's a little sad.

I will get up and call the nurse again tomorrow and see what the deal is. Since my deductible is already met for the year, I might just have them remove it anyway... I really can't tolerate all of this annoying cramping, especially if nothing is wrong. I would so much rather be using FAM. I know there are plenty of people out there that don't agree with it and think it's not reliable. Well, that's your opinion. :) I successfully used it for 8 cycles previous to my pregnancy. And to those out there trying, it's the best thing you can do to learn about your body in that kind of detail. It really is amazing.

Anyway... Tobin's new favorite thing is my teeth. At night, when I am rocking and cuddling him before bed, he puts his little fingers in my mouth and just giggles like crazy when he feels my teeth in there. He also keeps tonguing his gums. Maybe he might actually be starting to get teeth? Who knows... I love his toothless smile anyway. :)

I have cloth diapers on their way in the mail. I got 10 one-size-ers with 20 inserts for only $54. Man, I love eBay! I hope they get here soon because I am so pumped to start using them. I will keep some disposables for out-and-about and maybe travel situations but I think I'm really going to like not spending money on diapers anymore. Let's hope they fit until potty-training time! :)